Ekdikambano
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I come here in need of God’s healing. I have lost 2 jobs this year. The 1st was I was fired in January and it was of my own fault after being there for over 1 yr, 2nd job I got this year in May then fired in August but I made sure I went above and beyond but after 3 months I was fired for making mistakes. I was approved for unemployment but I only have 2 payments left…. I have been applying to jobs like it is a job … spending my entire day applying every day. I have had a few interviews but have not landed anything. When I got hired in May I was offered 2 jobs working in healthcare. 1 was a clinic the other was a hospital, the clinic paid more so I went with them, after being fired I reapplied to the same position I was hired for at the hospital and was immediately denied, I even tried applying for other positions and was immediately denied. I am a mom (young adults) that live with me and they help when they can because they are trying to get on their own too. They have seen me struggle so many times. I don’t want me my kids to look at me as a joke. I have so many bills on my back, I have been late with my mortgage multiple times due to the inconsistency with having multiple jobs and losing multiple jobs. I have exhausted my resources for assistance. I want to work!!! I just need consistency!!! I will do my part but I have to make sure my job is there for me to show up and do my part. Please pray with me and for me. Lord, I come to you and I am begging you to please hear me. You have seen my many struggles with raising my kids, you know I have all these bills before me, I am paying what I can with the little unemployment I have. My car has been late multiple times and I’m not in a position to have it taken away since I need it to find a job. Lord you know there is no bus line where we live. Lord you know we have no other family outside of just me and the kids. Lord you see my efforts with applying to jobs all day, everyday. Lord God please my unemployment is running out and I only have 2 payments left. I can’t make these jobs I’m applying for hire me. They advertise they are hiring but all I can do is apply and nothing else. Lord please my credit was in good standing when I bought my house and it has suffered so much with me being inconsistent with being employed/unemployed repeatedly!!!! Please please please …. I take accountability and I know my responsibilities. Please Lord I am begging for their employers to see me, see my qualifications, see my efforts, my willingness, my drive, my persistence and take me seriously!!!!!! I find myself drinking alcohol on a regular to make myself feel better. Please Lord!!!!! I am not trying to become an alcoholic!!!!! Please God, I am forcing myself to refrain from drinking and to focus on praying. I am trying to be a great example/to my kids. It is really hard to keep a smiling face on the outside and act like things are going to be okay but worry and cry on the inside cause time is running out. I can’t apply just anywhere…. I have a lot of bills and even some creditors that are now trying to sue me for non-payment…. So I have to be making a certain amount of money. My last job paid me enough and I am trying to find that but I am not getting any responses. Please Lord hear my cry. In Jesus’ name I thank you. Amen.