Rosmari051
Prayer Partner
Dears brohers and sister !
First of all - I Apoligize for my mistakes ... I'm from Slovenia
i'm feeling so dead inside myself .. I was praying God for a good men , keeping myself for a mariagge and , After I thought I found one , he left me , found another and so ... Broked my heart . I 'm as well pretty old ( 40 ) my big wish for this life is havih childrend .... This was the last men for which I thoght "This is the right one . I can understand now why I have to let others in my life .. He will fill my emptines , he will give me love , saftey , childrend ." And he promised so . I still very much love him ... Althoug he left me one year ago . I'm getting older and older... I was thinking as well to adopt child but because all money which I spent pn my credits I don't have money to do it ... I , as well , have no money to live ussualy life so I stil depend on my mother's help and now I'm trying to lear a new language to find new job in new country. When I do that I will be even older and don't know how it that Gpod give so such a wish for having kids and be a wife and you are trying everything and life left you with nothing . How to get over him , how to forget all promises ??? And finnaly , why I'm hear, on this worl if I'm so unnhapy and nothin , just nothing seems to go right !!
I prayed so many times but nothing .... I give all that for souls with suffers in purgatory... It's hard to belive that God left me with this Cross for the rest of my life .... I'm prayinf for years now ..... Really - years !!
First of all - I Apoligize for my mistakes ... I'm from Slovenia
i'm feeling so dead inside myself .. I was praying God for a good men , keeping myself for a mariagge and , After I thought I found one , he left me , found another and so ... Broked my heart . I 'm as well pretty old ( 40 ) my big wish for this life is havih childrend .... This was the last men for which I thoght "This is the right one . I can understand now why I have to let others in my life .. He will fill my emptines , he will give me love , saftey , childrend ." And he promised so . I still very much love him ... Althoug he left me one year ago . I'm getting older and older... I was thinking as well to adopt child but because all money which I spent pn my credits I don't have money to do it ... I , as well , have no money to live ussualy life so I stil depend on my mother's help and now I'm trying to lear a new language to find new job in new country. When I do that I will be even older and don't know how it that Gpod give so such a wish for having kids and be a wife and you are trying everything and life left you with nothing . How to get over him , how to forget all promises ??? And finnaly , why I'm hear, on this worl if I'm so unnhapy and nothin , just nothing seems to go right !!
I prayed so many times but nothing .... I give all that for souls with suffers in purgatory... It's hard to belive that God left me with this Cross for the rest of my life .... I'm prayinf for years now ..... Really - years !!
