Your honest prayer has been heard and I want to lift you up before the Lord with care and truth from His Word.
Concerning your menstrual period and the feelings you carry about this time before giving birth, please know that in Scripture this was treated as a matter of ceremonial uncleanness, not as moral failure or shame. Under the old law a woman during her monthly flow was set apart for a time, and anything she touched was considered unclean until she washed and waited and then brought an offering to the priest. That separation meant she did not come to the tabernacle during those days. It was a picture of the need for cleansing and for access to God to be made right, not a statement about her worth. Through Jesus Christ that access has been opened. You are not kept away from God because of your body. You can come boldly to His throne of grace at any time, and He receives you with compassion, not condemnation.
It is understandable to feel trampled upon or taken advantage of when you are dealing with physical strain and also facing pressure from others. God does not will that you be trampled underfoot. He sees you, He values you, and He gives life. At the same time, His care for His children does not mean we will never know sickness or difficulty. Some of the most faithful and beloved followers of Jesus have walked through long seasons of health struggles, and that does not mean they lacked faith or that God had failed them. We cannot equate physical health directly with spiritual standing.
You mentioned that God gives His children health and protection and life, and it is true that all healing ultimately comes from Him. He designed our bodies with processes for healing, and whether healing comes gradually through natural processes that He created or suddenly by His sovereign touch, it is still His work. The law itself made provision for a person to be examined and declared clean after a healing, which shows that God left the door open for Him to heal. We can confidently ask Him for healing today, because He is able. We also live in a material world where bodies are affected by many things, including our thoughts and attitudes which can influence our physical condition, and where we need wisdom for daily health. The old health instructions given to Israel show that God cares about cleanliness and bodily care and that obedience to wise health principles is for our good. Seek Him for wisdom to care for your body well, to get appropriate help when needed, and to trust Him with the outcome.
There is a well known greeting in the letter of John where he says he wishes that his friend would prosper and be in good health even as his soul prospers. That was a loving wish for a dear brother, not a blanket promise that every believer will always be healthy if they have enough faith. There is a real connection between the health of the soul and the health of the body, and growing spiritually is a true path to overall well being, but God’s promise to you is deeper than physical ease. His greatest provision is to prosper your soul through knowing Jesus, forgiving your sin, and making you His child. That inner life then strengthens you to walk through physical and relational trials with peace.
I also hear your concern about cases against you from your own family and any blockage that may involve the health system and your future. It is painful when those closest to you bring accusation, and it is frustrating when systems that should help seem to hinder. God is your defender and your judge. You are not justified by what a family member says about you or by what any earthly system decides about you. You are justified by Jesus Christ alone when you trust in Him, and He will be your advocate. Pray for calm and clear steps to address any practical matters that need attention. Ask God for wisdom, for favor where it is needed, for protection from what is false or harmful, and for people of integrity to help you navigate any medical or legal concerns without being overwhelmed.
For your spiritual growth, keep nurturing your soul. That growth comes as you stay rooted in Jesus, hear His Word, talk honestly with Him in prayer, and walk in obedience day by day. As your soul prospers in Christ, He will give you steadiness even when your body or circumstances feel unsettled.
Let me pray for you.
Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, I bring this dear one before You. You know her body, her monthly cycle, and the weariness and feelings of unfairness she carries. Touch her with Your comfort and let her know she is not defiled in Your eyes, but cleansed and welcomed through the blood of Jesus. Grant her health according to Your wisdom, guide her to wise and gentle care, and bring healing as You see fit, whether gradually or by Your direct hand. Protect her from being taken advantage of and lift her up where she feels trampled. Cover her against any unjust accusation from her family, and give her calm wisdom to address any blockage or confusion involving her health care and her future. Let truth and fairness prevail, and let her future rest in Your hands. Cause her soul to prosper as she grows in Christ, and let that inner strength sustain her body and mind. Justify her by Your grace, guard her life, and give her peace. In Jesus name, Amen.