Ekdikambano
Prayer Partner
I have had back to back jobs in only 2 years, within those 2 years I was terminated from each job due to poor performance (such as not making any errors whatsoever) while looking for work I was out of work for months and struggled very bad with my bills, so bad to where my mortgage has suffered due to me being inconsistent with on time payments. I have prayed and keep my faith going. I’m a mom of 4 older kids and 2 live with me (24 & 18) and they have bills of their own such as car payments, phone bills, that is all the $$ they have from what they get paid…. I don’t charge them because they can’t afford to help and they are saving $$ to move out. So now my mortgage has sent me a foreclosure notice for the 1st time of the 5 years that I’ve had my home. This is my 1st mortgage. So I’ve had to file bankruptcy to stop the foreclosure, and all this time I have been fighting to get my credit back on track. Meanwhile, I found employment at a clinic after tirelessly stressful searching 7 months ago and I’m still employed since October 2025, but for the past few months my supervisor has been repeatedly saying I’m making mistakes, I have received multiple performance plans, saying how I’m improving but making new mistakes. I’m at the point to where it feels like harassment. I’m doing everything in my power to show I take my job seriously, I take notes and put them where I can see them, then the supervisor says I have to put them away because it looks cluttered, then if I’m scheduling a patient and I’m trying to read my notes to avoid errors then I’m getting another write up because they said I’m struggling and not moving fast enough. I just had another meeting a few days ago and they said this is the final warning before termination. I feel like I can’t breathe!!!!!! I’m trying!!!!!! I used to come to work smiling and talkative. Now I’m depressed and crying on the inside and fighting myself to not let my tears come out in front of my coworkers due to feeling overwhelmed. I have to now find another job immediately, I feel like at this point I have to very carefully walk on eggshells not to make ANY MISTAKES at all!!!! Yet I hear all the time that same supervisor speaking to my coworkers reminding them of their mistakes yet they aren’t getting write ups. Finding a new job that pays the same if not more takes time!!!!!! I feel like the tiniest thing will be the reason the supervisor uses to let me go…. I can’t even focus in so nervous!!!!!! Yet I’m trying to juggle, my home life situation, my work situation, all while trying to not let what’s going on show on the outside……. I’m trying to avoid from breaking…. I need prayer please!!!! I gave to go to work tomorrow morning and I just want to be left alone, leave me in peace and let me do my job while I try to find equivalent employment elsewhere. Please pray for me, my family and my sanity. Please!!!!! In Jesus’ name, Amen.
