Anonymous
Beloved of All
She is my friend from college and like a sister in Christ. We were in the same prayer team and I worked in the same company, but I left the job a year back. I was searching for a job for a few months; she used to call and check up, even I would call and share everything. A few times she never responded, but I would understand and not think anything, but whenever she called, I would respond, even if I couldn't pick the call, surely drop a message. A few drawbacks in the friendship, but that didn't affect me because I valued her friendship more. When we planned to meet, she would come late, etc. As I mentioned, I lost the job and was searching for it. I used to share every interview detail; finally, I got two offers and I needed to join that week for one job. She never asked what happened and where I joined. After one week, I called and informed everything, though it hurt me, and in another incident, she used to call for a meeting outside but wouldn't come, give excuses, and I met with a small accident; my hand was injured. In our prayer team, I gave a request to pray, but she never checked up on me about my hand, and she only told me to meet on one weekend but never called. Even I stopped calling; it's almost one month. She is posting all pics with her other friends. After one month, calling me to address the prayer meet availability, but this time I don't feel like connecting. I am speaking to her, but why this misbehaving. I always valued her, but she kept me an option since I am not responding much; she updated status as friends become strangers. I don't know how to handle it. We are in the same prayer team and connect for a conference call and pray for others, but inside, I am very upset with her.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.