buttercup
Account Closed
Father, my boyfriend has shut me out completely and is giving me the silent treatment for out disagreement the other night. Lord God, this is killing me so much, I feel rejected and abandoned by him. Lord, I am so incredibly saddened by his behavior. Father, we never really solve any issues, he gets mad and ignores me for a while and this time, he is acting even more distant. He told me not to call him for a while! At first I was desperate, but now I am getting a little upset to be treated this way. What I did was not that bad, I discovered he is still emailing his ex-girlfriend and just asked why he still communicates with her, he lashed out and told me that was my problem and that I am insecure! I told him I was not and that I am confident, and he told me not to call him for a while and hung up on me. Lord, I feel that maybe I should break up with him if or when he ever does call me. Never has anyone made me feel worse for asking them anything like that and never has any of my boyfriends ever tore me down like that and made me feel like its my fault. Father, give me strength to love myself more than this relationship or him. Father, be near to me! Please guide me. I'm scared to lose him, I love him and am disappointed and was not prepared for something like this to happen since we have been getting along so well for a while. Please Lord, YOU know everything that I do not, you know the whole story. If this is YOUR will, please, oh please, give me strength to endure it. In Jesus' name. Amen.