Prayer For Martin And Me

[marizda]

Papa God,

Thank you kasi ginising mo ako today kahit kagabi sabi ko sa iyo kunin mo na ako. May episode na naman ako. Alam ko. Nahihirapan kasi ako. Yung taong pinakamamahal ko nawala na sa akin ng tuluyan. Alam ko naman dapat matagal ko ng ginawa pero umaasa kasi ako sa iyo na baka sakaling maawa ka sa akin. Na makita mo na nagsisisi na ako sa mga ginawa kong kasalanan sa kaniya at sa iyo. Na baka maiba yung kapalaran namin if I prayed hard enough for us. Hindi naman sa sinusukuan ko na. Siguro more of letting you work on us without me expecting anything at all about my prayers. Sabi ni Padre Pio pray, hope and do not worry. I'm sorry kasi I constantly worry. I cannot put my full trust on you kasi I am expecting you to work on what I want and not what you want for me. Alam ko na alam mo na mahal na mahal ko siya. Lahat gagawin ko para sa kaniya. And part of proving how much I love him is letting him go physically... and letting him be happy even if that means being happy without me. I would still constantly pray for you to heal us and our broken relationship. But I am now praying that you do what is best for us. I know I did everything that could ruin us as a couple. Napaka-immature ko. i wasn't prepared. I let the pressure pull us apart. Imposible na itong dinarasal ko. I know walang imposible sa iyo and you just reminded me of that last Thursday after Jude devotion Ikaw na po bahala sa amin. Pero sana po you give me the courage and the strength to accept whatever decisions you have over my prayers. Kasi alam mong hindi ko talaga kaya. Papa God... pls bless this day. Pls bless Martin and his good heart. Sana matanggap ko na. Papa God sana pagbigyan mo ako dito... na sana you'll let him feel my love for him. Just pls remind him that no matter what happens andito lang ako... Mamahalin ko siya hangga't kaya ko. Mahal na mahal ko siya. Salamat papa God. It's been a tough 6yrs... and a very tough 7months. This battle is not mine anymore but yours. I know you will win this one for me. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kawaii]

Praying right now! The Lord hears your prayers!

 

[hostadmin]

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