Debbiemoke
Prayer Warrior
I know that the enemy is the one who has infiltrated my marriage. I just no longer want to fight him about it. My husband cheat and I go run to God, he is not cheating (whenever that is) I am still running to God. Of course, like I should. I think not enough has changed for me to want to give anymore. I would think by now my husband would be a faithful leader in church. Instead, I deal with weed smoking in my home with our teenager and grown sons. The youngest being ###. I always felt that it was me against the devil when it comes to my family. I always wanted him to stand in the gap with me for each other and children. But instead, it is my mom and I believe the fight has gotten to her too. I am throwing in the towel. I hate to do this. I feel I have let God down. How much hurt am I supposed to take. I cannot even begin to explain what I have been through. Yes, there was another child right after we were married and I stuck there. I don't want to anymore. If God doesn't do something quick, I may leave if he doesn't.
Please pray for us all!!
Please pray for us all!!

