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jeffjacobson
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Please help. There is a overwhelming power of sadness and failure in me. Its all I can do to stay alive right now. I cant stop thinking of dying. I just want all this suffering I feel To end. I know its selfish But the feelings are relentless. I keep crying out. What am I supposed to do? I have a wife and two sons. I cant do this to them. I hide away when it all becomes overwhelming so the dont have to see ther father this way. My wife dosent understand (just stop it)she says. How? if I could stop it I would. Please pray for me. I dont know what else to do. When I close my eyes it whispers "just do it let it all end stop the suffering everyone will understand Its ok" GOD help me. My life doesent matter to me but I dont want to be the sorce of this kind of pain to me children. I cant let it win. Please pray for my strength let Gods strength fill and protect me let me find peace. In Jesus name I ask.
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