Pebble
Prayer Partner
As I have stated in previous post I was delivered from possible eviction twice while unemployed. And I am eternally grateful that God brought me from that. I'm still trying to heal from the depression and burnout and dealing with recent ### diagnosis.
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ### are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love, of course, grace and mercy because of situation but most of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance.
My leasing company has worked with me to get maintenance done, and I have been struggling with executive function and paralysis to try to clean up. I'm down to the wire and it's almost like it's hopeless. I was only doing enough to survive and now the signs of my failures and ### are in my face so I'm trying to deal with that while also trying to clean.
I've been pushing through but I fear it won't be done in time for tomorrow. I don't even know what to ask for. I would love, of course, grace and mercy because of situation but most of all I pray for a peaceful resolution. I'm trying to push through shame since I was in a deep dark hole for months and until now didn't realize how bad it was. But that doesn't mean others will also be understanding. I've just come so far and I keep pushing through I just ask for others prayers so that this will not be another pitfall, but something God can clear the paralysis and things so that I can heal and improve by action.
Thank you in advance.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.