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This past weekend was hard, but I prayed so much and asked for prayer and tried to think positive and asked for a spirit of trust and honesty. I discovered that I can be easily influenced by some of my single friends to think negatively about my boyfriend and it just spirals down even more when my mind-set is negative, and most of the time I don't even need their help in thinking negative or suspiciously. The prayer team said to take each fear-based and negative thought captive because it does not come from God and prayed that I get all the security I need in God and Him alone. I also am asking God to forgive me for saying negative things about my boyfriend when I am in that frame of mind and for disrespecting him.
I think I have been like this for a long time and I need God's help to change. Thank you Jesus for revealing this issue in me and I pray that you will walk with me in times when I don't know. Amen.
