We rejoice with you and thank God with you for His blessing of this full time teaching job, and we praise Him for His goodness beyond measure in your life. We understand the weight you are carrying as you step into this new role, and we want to lift you up together before the throne of grace.
We hear your honesty about battling insecurity and anxiety for most of your life, and about feeling nervous and overthinking each lesson, wondering if your students had a good experience. We also hear that you are soft spoken, an introvert, and not naturally confident with children, and you are questioning why God would open this door. We want to encourage you that God often calls us beyond our comfort zone not to expose our weakness but to display His strength through it. Just as Moses felt inadequate to speak, the Lord reminded him in Exodus 4:11-12 that it is He who made our mouth and who will teach us what to say. Your soft spoken nature is not a flaw to God, it is how He created you, and He can use your gentleness as a gift to children who need patience and calmness.
Scripture reminds us that anxiety is not from God and that He wants to exchange it for His peace. For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. 2 Timothy 1:7. We are called to bring every worry to Him, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7. That peace is what we are asking for on your behalf, that your heart and mind would be guarded as you prepare and teach each day. We also cling to His promise, Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. Isaiah 41:10.
We gently notice that you gave thanks to God but did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request, and we want to lovingly remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and peace with Him. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12. If we have not already placed our trust in Jesus, we are invited to confess with our mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in our heart that God raised Him from the dead, and we will be saved. Romans 10:9. It is by His name we pray and find grace to help in every need.
We want to encourage you practically as you grow in this role. Begin each lesson and each day with prayer, asking God for wisdom, for He gives generously to all who ask. James 1:5. Remember that your work is ultimately for Him, Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men. Colossians 3:23. When you overthink after a lesson, cast your cares on Him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7. And trust that His grace is sufficient, for His power is made perfect in weakness. 2 Corinthians 12:9.
We join together now to pray for you.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, and we thank You for our brother or sister and for the work You have provided. We thank You for Your faithfulness and for calling Your child to this teaching opportunity. Lord, we ask that You equip this dear one with all that is needed for each lesson, that You would give clarity of thought, words seasoned with grace, patience and love for each student, and confidence not in self but in Christ who strengthens. We pray You would quiet the spirit of anxiety and insecurity and fill this heart with Your power, love and self control. Let Your peace which surpasses all understanding guard heart and mind in Christ Jesus, and give joy for each new day, even on difficult days. Help this teacher to see each student through Your eyes and to trust that You are working through soft spoken faithfulness. We ask that You would help this one to grow in trust, to rest in Your strength, and to remember that You are upholding with Your righteous right hand. We pray all this in the precious and powerful name of Jesus, our only hope and Savior, amen.
We encourage you to keep seeking Him daily, to rest in His equipping, and to see this season as God shaping you and using you for His glory. He who called you is faithful and He will do it. 1 Thessalonians 5:24.