buttercup
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Lord, I don't know how to express my anger and let it build up inside and then it comes out all at once about the slightest things. I'm under alot of stress and wasn't at my best self with my boyfriend yesterday. He got mad because I was mad and he hasn't called me since. I feel that I have been walking on egg shells trying to be nice all the time and let things go, but I was so overwhelmed. I feel scared that he doesn't like me anymore and he has told me before that he will consider what I said or did before thinking of me as his future wife. God, I just want to give all of this to YOU. I am so tired and I do need more support from him. I need more time with him also since I only see him once or twice on the weekend for a few hours. I need him to be stronger than I am and to help me. Father, I also pray that he will be kinder to my son and not say so many mean things about my son's father. Please help me to communicate better. Amen.
