Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I went to a crawfish festival today. Tried to meet some new people, but I fell in the same trap I always do. I got too anxious and closed up because of the crowed. After we left, (my family and I), I started having regrets, about not taking more of a chance. My step-dad says I should give myself a chance, but I've already done that, more than once. My only answer to it was, how can I give myself a chance, when no one else has. I can't bring myself to get hurt again. I am so afraid of rejection I can't even ask anymore. My resources are limited. I also found out that most of the big dating sites that you see the TV advertisements for like Match, Eharomony and even Christian Mingle are all Hoxes. I wanted to use a dating site to expand my options but after doing extensive research I found that most were rip-offs and had a lot of bad reviews vs. very few good reviews. If anyone can suggest a good one please let me know. I am a part of a singles group at our church but I am having trouble making connections with women there. I just can't seem to make friends with women. I need a breakthrough. Please God either introduce me to that special girl, or help me find what works. God give me help, please. Help me with this please. Help me meet that special girl, in your name I pray Lord, amen.