Anonymous
Beloved of All
Thank you all for praying but the battle continues.
And from the stress and trying to fast to see if God would answer (He has not), I had to stay in the hospital for almost having a heart attack due to low potassium and magnesium. My "###" is completely lost and I do not want reconciliation. Only for him to be permanently removed from my life. He said he wants to put me in jail and that he hopes I get r****d in there. He wishes me to die every day and says the devil will help him do it. I don't understand God at all. I don't understand why He would allow him to be a part of my life. I don't know what else to do. I wished I would have gotten a heart attack so I don't have to deal with my brother anymore. He's pure evil.
And from the stress and trying to fast to see if God would answer (He has not), I had to stay in the hospital for almost having a heart attack due to low potassium and magnesium. My "###" is completely lost and I do not want reconciliation. Only for him to be permanently removed from my life. He said he wants to put me in jail and that he hopes I get r****d in there. He wishes me to die every day and says the devil will help him do it. I don't understand God at all. I don't understand why He would allow him to be a part of my life. I don't know what else to do. I wished I would have gotten a heart attack so I don't have to deal with my brother anymore. He's pure evil.
