Nita Mae
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Hello Prayer warriors,
I'm asking that you all lift me & my children up in prayer. I have to go back to court on 3/22 to face my childrens abuser again. The last time we were in court, things didn't go well for me. On the advice of legal aid who could not physically represent me at the time due to case overload, I was told to present the evidence I had & request an order of protection. Well the molester hired a lawyer, one known for his crooked dealings in court matters. That lawyer was able to switch judges, lie and even presented false evidence to the court. I went into court with such high confidence because I knew God was on my side and legal aid felt it was a shut and close case in my favor & that the hospital records, pictures and official letters from the doctors was more than enough to protect my children from that monster. I was in total shock when the judge disregarded every single piece of evidence I had. I believed in the system of justice but never could have imagined that people in high places who were elected to see that justice was served were conspiring together to create the outcome that they wanted. After that trial I still continued to have hope & tried to file an appeal. I was told that I could not file an appeal & would have to get a lawyer to file one for me. I tried dozens of lawyers but they all wanted from 1500 and up just to get started. I remember thinking wow because I'm always doing and giving and felt that if I ever needed favor, now was a good time. When I could not get a lawyer and none of the letters and complaints went anywhere was when I began to go down. Additional problems with my family only worsened the situation and I found myself proclaiming that I was not serving a God who would not defend my children or help/show me how to help them. I went to a dark place in my life that I'm just now coming out of in the past 2 or 3 months. Just when I started reading the word again and trying to get back into chruch, I was hit with papers to appear in court again. On 3/22, I'm supposed to appear infront of the same people whom hindered justice in the first place. What they did to me literally almost killed me because the pain of being cheated like that. I couldn't eat and I couldn't sleep. I started doing things out of character because I truly felt in my heart like God did not care about me and my children.
Now I'm facing the challenge of having to deal with this stuff all over again. I'm not afraid because I know what the truth is. God has also given me dreams about the situation and some of the dreams have come true. One dream was about the molester and his lawyer (the lawyer I mentioned earlier). In the dream I was in a parking garage being chased by the lawyer and the molester. God suddenly spoke to me and I stopped running. As I stood there, God told me to simply speak to those chasing me so I did. The lawyer was closest to me so I spoke to him 1st saying leave me alone & be thou removed. When I turned to speak to the molester, all I had to do was look at him. Fear overcame him and he turned to run but right behind him was a pit with a long spear standing straight up in the center of that pit. The molester fell on the spear & it pierced his body & he fell to the bottom of the pit. Three months after I had that dream, that same lawyer suddenly died.
I'm asking for prayer for myself & my children. I have been praying to God that I not have to face the situation because I have allowed God to use me in some very tough situations and it was very hard & the results I felt should have happened didn't. Since I've come back to God, I've been asking Him to use me again. If I've asked God to use me, then how can I be used if I'm not willing to be put in situations for Him to use me. I've even learned not to expect a certain result but to trust God to produce the outcome that He desires for He knows best & knows how to use whatever situation I go through for my good. So I ask that you all pray for me. I need strength, courage and an unmeasurable amount of favor and the faith to stand. Pray that I not be disapointed, that the order of protection be granted, that the judgement of the crooked be overturned & that I continue to be blessed in raising all of my children.
Those who can, please mark the date 3/22 & send up prayers to God on my/my children's behalf. As an act of faith, I am going to do more on this site, getting out of the prayer line to start praying more for others. We Have the V~I~C~T~O~R~Y!!!
May God Bless you all!
I'm asking that you all lift me & my children up in prayer. I have to go back to court on 3/22 to face my childrens abuser again. The last time we were in court, things didn't go well for me. On the advice of legal aid who could not physically represent me at the time due to case overload, I was told to present the evidence I had & request an order of protection. Well the molester hired a lawyer, one known for his crooked dealings in court matters. That lawyer was able to switch judges, lie and even presented false evidence to the court. I went into court with such high confidence because I knew God was on my side and legal aid felt it was a shut and close case in my favor & that the hospital records, pictures and official letters from the doctors was more than enough to protect my children from that monster. I was in total shock when the judge disregarded every single piece of evidence I had. I believed in the system of justice but never could have imagined that people in high places who were elected to see that justice was served were conspiring together to create the outcome that they wanted. After that trial I still continued to have hope & tried to file an appeal. I was told that I could not file an appeal & would have to get a lawyer to file one for me. I tried dozens of lawyers but they all wanted from 1500 and up just to get started. I remember thinking wow because I'm always doing and giving and felt that if I ever needed favor, now was a good time. When I could not get a lawyer and none of the letters and complaints went anywhere was when I began to go down. Additional problems with my family only worsened the situation and I found myself proclaiming that I was not serving a God who would not defend my children or help/show me how to help them. I went to a dark place in my life that I'm just now coming out of in the past 2 or 3 months. Just when I started reading the word again and trying to get back into chruch, I was hit with papers to appear in court again. On 3/22, I'm supposed to appear infront of the same people whom hindered justice in the first place. What they did to me literally almost killed me because the pain of being cheated like that. I couldn't eat and I couldn't sleep. I started doing things out of character because I truly felt in my heart like God did not care about me and my children.
Now I'm facing the challenge of having to deal with this stuff all over again. I'm not afraid because I know what the truth is. God has also given me dreams about the situation and some of the dreams have come true. One dream was about the molester and his lawyer (the lawyer I mentioned earlier). In the dream I was in a parking garage being chased by the lawyer and the molester. God suddenly spoke to me and I stopped running. As I stood there, God told me to simply speak to those chasing me so I did. The lawyer was closest to me so I spoke to him 1st saying leave me alone & be thou removed. When I turned to speak to the molester, all I had to do was look at him. Fear overcame him and he turned to run but right behind him was a pit with a long spear standing straight up in the center of that pit. The molester fell on the spear & it pierced his body & he fell to the bottom of the pit. Three months after I had that dream, that same lawyer suddenly died.
I'm asking for prayer for myself & my children. I have been praying to God that I not have to face the situation because I have allowed God to use me in some very tough situations and it was very hard & the results I felt should have happened didn't. Since I've come back to God, I've been asking Him to use me again. If I've asked God to use me, then how can I be used if I'm not willing to be put in situations for Him to use me. I've even learned not to expect a certain result but to trust God to produce the outcome that He desires for He knows best & knows how to use whatever situation I go through for my good. So I ask that you all pray for me. I need strength, courage and an unmeasurable amount of favor and the faith to stand. Pray that I not be disapointed, that the order of protection be granted, that the judgement of the crooked be overturned & that I continue to be blessed in raising all of my children.
Those who can, please mark the date 3/22 & send up prayers to God on my/my children's behalf. As an act of faith, I am going to do more on this site, getting out of the prayer line to start praying more for others. We Have the V~I~C~T~O~R~Y!!!
May God Bless you all!
