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jamaal
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This my outlet. I have prayed and found God. However, my girlfriend doesn't think so. We are having a baby and I want us to be together. I have lied about stupid things and therefore disabled the trust in the relationship. We are no longer together and I am in so much pain. She thinks that I have cheated, which I haven't. I have been dishonest. I contacted a woman with no intentions. I wasn't trying to find someone. I have contact woman several times, but never for any sexual intentions or relations. I just wanted someone to talk to. I as well was in to porn, which I stopped. God has changed me. I was fine until something in my past came up again. Please pray that God will show her that I love her and that I am really changed. Pray for her attitude and her willingness to stay around through the thick times. Pray that I feel the love from her and as I to her. I dpn't know what else to do. I am sitting her crying, hurt. I blocked her from my email and changed my number because she doesn't wan me and told me she isn't in-love with me. Pray that I find the strength to move on and that our son be safe, and that he is with a loving parents that won't argure. I don't think we will ever be together, but hope we get along better. I destroyed this relationship not by myself. I am so sad. Just pray for me. I know this is long, but I still want her. I am changed, pray that God shows her the truth and that we both really changed. My son will be her soon.
Pray that my finances improve. I pray that when I get this money that I can bless multiple people. Pray that I stand before the church as a Holy man with a loving family and another child if be. I want to be the best father and make my son proud. I want to be married with a wife that will stand by my side no matter what. She doesn't want me and she has made that clear, so pray I find the strength to move forward. God knows I want to be a great man and I plan on it. I will keep putting the prayer request in because they are helping me. Thank you for all who have listened to my prayers.
Lastly, Pray that God bring us together and show her I am and was really changed.
Pray that my finances improve. I pray that when I get this money that I can bless multiple people. Pray that I stand before the church as a Holy man with a loving family and another child if be. I want to be the best father and make my son proud. I want to be married with a wife that will stand by my side no matter what. She doesn't want me and she has made that clear, so pray I find the strength to move forward. God knows I want to be a great man and I plan on it. I will keep putting the prayer request in because they are helping me. Thank you for all who have listened to my prayers.
Lastly, Pray that God bring us together and show her I am and was really changed.
