Laxnor
Disciple of Prayer
Pray so that I can go through the darkest hour of my life alive and happy and hope. I have absolutely broke and am meeting my wife and kids who are coming back from a three-week visit to my sister-in-law. The visit was sponsored by my sister-in-law who works in a neighbouring country and wanted to see her kids and thus sponsored the trip. I was very hopeful that by the time my wife and kids come back home I wd have paid most of my debts and wd also be having money but instead I have no money and most debts are still unpaid. Now I do not know where to turn to as I told God my problem but still no solution yet. I am too broke and with a family that's too heavy a burden. I have turned into a beggar but I work. Life is just too harsh for me. I think of my money problems all day long such that I even woke up from a dream a few mins ago when this problem had driven me into insanity. I feel worthless and think may even break into tears in front of my wife and kids as I welcome them not because of excitement but because of living with my family when I have no money at all and have too many unpaid debts. This is just too much for me oh God. Please have mercy on me. Make me strong oh God and provide for my daily needs.
