Laxnor
Disciple of Prayer
Pray so that I can go through the darkest hour of my life alive and happy
and hope. I have absolutely broke and am meeting my wife and kids who are
coming back from a three week visit to my sister in law. The visit was
sponsored by my sister in law who works in a neighbouring country and
wanted to see her kids and thus sponsored the trip. I was very hopeful that
by the time my wife and kids come back home I wd have paid most of my debts
and wd also be having money but instead I have no money and most debts are
still unpaid. Now I do not know were to turn to as I told God my problem
but still no solution yet. I am too broke and with a family that's too
heavy a burden. I have turned into a beggar but I work. Life is just too
harsh for me. I think of my money problems all day long such that I even
woke up from a dream a few mins ago when this problem had driven me into
insanity. I feel worthless and think may even break into tears in front of
my wife and kids as I welcome them not because of excitement but because of
living with my family when I have no money at all and have too many unpaid
debts. This is just too much for me oh God. Please have mercy on me. Make
me strong oh God and provide for my daily needs.
and hope. I have absolutely broke and am meeting my wife and kids who are
coming back from a three week visit to my sister in law. The visit was
sponsored by my sister in law who works in a neighbouring country and
wanted to see her kids and thus sponsored the trip. I was very hopeful that
by the time my wife and kids come back home I wd have paid most of my debts
and wd also be having money but instead I have no money and most debts are
still unpaid. Now I do not know were to turn to as I told God my problem
but still no solution yet. I am too broke and with a family that's too
heavy a burden. I have turned into a beggar but I work. Life is just too
harsh for me. I think of my money problems all day long such that I even
woke up from a dream a few mins ago when this problem had driven me into
insanity. I feel worthless and think may even break into tears in front of
my wife and kids as I welcome them not because of excitement but because of
living with my family when I have no money at all and have too many unpaid
debts. This is just too much for me oh God. Please have mercy on me. Make
me strong oh God and provide for my daily needs.