meena_
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello everyone. I still need prayer over my future spouse, ###, and my family. There's still no change regarding the situation where ### is expecting me to leave my family's home by the end of the month and my family's feelings towards him. I feel exhausted and don't know what to do, along with some confusion regarding the party. I feel like the party is not honoring my mom/family in the way God states in the Bible. To them, the party will feel honorable to prevent society from saying negative things about me and my family since people got to witness my union with ### and celebrate it. But I'm unsure if that aligns with biblical principles. That leads me to think it would be best if I left my family to go be closer to ### (staying at his family's house) so we can marry sooner rather than later and move on with life. I also feel that regardless of doing the party or not, my family will not support me if things start to go downhill between me and ###. They will say, "I told you so," and make me feel bad. Plus, living here with my family, who are non-Christians, has hindered my relationship/walk with God because my mom wants me to leave church service as quickly as we came, and I can't put on gospel songs on top of lack of privacy. So please pray for me to gain clarity on what to do that'll please God or align with God's will for me. Pray for peace, patience, and understanding for ### and my family. Pray that Jesus Christ intervenes and fixes this whole situation since it has been made clear that my mom is trying to use this whole party to her advantage to keep ### and me apart in hopes of ending our relationship. Please pray that these enemy attacks against ### and me are canceled in Jesus's name. Please pray that I didn't make a mistake by living with family for the time being when that decision was made in June. I thought it would glorify God, but I'm unsure. So please pray for a resolution between us all and my family to stop hindering ### and me from being together. Pray that ### stops threatening/wanting to end the relationship over this situation and remembers God's promises over us. Please pray that God helps me move out of my family's home or makes way for me to do so by the end of this month if that's in His will. Please pray this in Jesus's name, amen. Thank you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.