Anonymous
Beloved of All
I got a burnout and got depressed and due to that I eventually lost my job. I am currently unemployed and have been for a year and a half trying to heal myself. I have worked really hard in life, I have a master's degree and a progressive career but struggling to find a job at the moment. I have just applied for 30 new positions and hope that I will get the job that is good for my soul, my health, and my path. I am all about growing mentally, professionally, and helping others. I have had several miscarriages and I have tried to get pregnant for 7 years. I really want to have a family. Due to my past and present struggles I gained a lot of weight and don’t feel healthy and good in my body. One reason for this is I got a condition that causes a lot of physical pain and I also have been sick a lot. I have always tried to be the best person and version of myself and I have always believed that I have been put to this earth to help others. Now I don’t have the strength to be there for others since I am depressed and I am struggling to understand my path. All I ever wanted was to have a child and a good stable career and now I don’t have any of those things. I just hope for stability in life, because when I am better I have the strength to be there for other people. I have not had an easy life since childhood, but I have always found the strength to get up and be strong and build a better life for me and everyone around me. I am truly thankful for everything I have gotten in life so far and I don’t take anything for granted. I am just struggling to understand my path and what I need to do in order to be on the right path.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.