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Loving.wife
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I can no longer deny what I know. ### asked me to give him the benefit of the doubt, but he lost that. I'm terrified by what I know about the man I've spent a quarter of my life with.
If he doesn't come to Christ, he's going to spend eternity in hell. I can't allow him near our family unless he does. He has no other person trying to guide him in faith. His parents are non-believers, and resent me for talking to him about God.
He's so depressed and angry lately, I'm afraid he'll commit suicide. I am lost and scared, because his prison sentence is going to be as long as we've been married. My girls are babies really, the oldest isn't even 5 yet. She keeps asking for him, and I can't tell a child her father is possessed by demons.
I humbly beg people to pray for me. In this time I've prayed more than I ever have in my life, but I'm struggling with temptations I never would have considered. I quit smoking when I met him almost 7 years ago, and I bought my first pack of cigarettes yesterday. I'm finding myself lustful, because I miss the man I remember, and am looking to fill that void.
Sorry for the rant, I have no real support. Thank you so much for your prayers and words of encouragement.
If he doesn't come to Christ, he's going to spend eternity in hell. I can't allow him near our family unless he does. He has no other person trying to guide him in faith. His parents are non-believers, and resent me for talking to him about God.
He's so depressed and angry lately, I'm afraid he'll commit suicide. I am lost and scared, because his prison sentence is going to be as long as we've been married. My girls are babies really, the oldest isn't even 5 yet. She keeps asking for him, and I can't tell a child her father is possessed by demons.
I humbly beg people to pray for me. In this time I've prayed more than I ever have in my life, but I'm struggling with temptations I never would have considered. I quit smoking when I met him almost 7 years ago, and I bought my first pack of cigarettes yesterday. I'm finding myself lustful, because I miss the man I remember, and am looking to fill that void.
Sorry for the rant, I have no real support. Thank you so much for your prayers and words of encouragement.
