Syloongeorren
Disciple of Prayer
Hi,
I come to you to ask you to pray for my healing. Due to workplace bullying by my boss, I developed chronic stress and insomnia, which has caused me to rapidly age 20 years in under 2 months. I am not over-exaggerating; I am 47 years old and had perfect, flawless skin, but the stress and anxiety produced the stress hormone cortisol, which stopped all my collagen and elastic from being produced and caused all my smooth, flawless skin to immediately sag and go all wrinkled all over my body. My face got affected even worse, causing all the fat pads to disappear instantly, making my once full face go gaunt and hollow. All the skin instantly sagged on my face, causing drooping eyelids, multiple under-eye bags, deep wrinkles that look like scars. I have developed hanging jowls and a triple chin even though I am not overweight and was extremely fit before the bullying started. I always ate correctly, didn’t smoke, or drink much alcohol. I have spoken to many dermatologists and plastic surgeons, and they all say such rapid changes in appearance and skin are highly unusual, especially over a 2-month period. They say I’ve basically aged 15 years in under 8 weeks. This has caused me to develop severe depression and anxiety. I am unable to leave my home because I’m embarrassed about how I now look. I haven’t been outside for 6 months now, apart from doctor's appointments. I look like a drug addict, and I’m not. My family can’t stand to be around me because I cry all day every day. It may not seem such a major problem to you, but it makes me feel so disgusting on the inside because I know I should never have looked this way. Why am I being punished for the diabolical treatment I faced from my boss when I didn’t put a foot wrong? I’m now having financial difficulties because I can’t work even though I’ve worked my whole life. I had gotten into a good position before the bullying and was ready to buy my own home, but all my money is being drained from my account, and I worked so hard for it. I have overcome depression before when I was 31; my girlfriend of 8 years became pregnant, and it was the happiest day of my life. Unfortunately, a few months into the pregnancy, she had a miscarriage and lost our child. She then ran off with a stranger she just met and moved to NZ, leaving me heartbroken. I managed to eventually overcome this because inside I still felt good about myself; I still had confidence in who I was, but this latest incident has taken away the one thing I had that made me able to overcome things. I honestly do not feel like the same person, and I’m sorry to say I’ve reached the lowest point in my life and I’m looking for the right time to take my own life. I could never understand how people could do that, but I fully understand now. ###.
I come to you to ask you to pray for my healing. Due to workplace bullying by my boss, I developed chronic stress and insomnia, which has caused me to rapidly age 20 years in under 2 months. I am not over-exaggerating; I am 47 years old and had perfect, flawless skin, but the stress and anxiety produced the stress hormone cortisol, which stopped all my collagen and elastic from being produced and caused all my smooth, flawless skin to immediately sag and go all wrinkled all over my body. My face got affected even worse, causing all the fat pads to disappear instantly, making my once full face go gaunt and hollow. All the skin instantly sagged on my face, causing drooping eyelids, multiple under-eye bags, deep wrinkles that look like scars. I have developed hanging jowls and a triple chin even though I am not overweight and was extremely fit before the bullying started. I always ate correctly, didn’t smoke, or drink much alcohol. I have spoken to many dermatologists and plastic surgeons, and they all say such rapid changes in appearance and skin are highly unusual, especially over a 2-month period. They say I’ve basically aged 15 years in under 8 weeks. This has caused me to develop severe depression and anxiety. I am unable to leave my home because I’m embarrassed about how I now look. I haven’t been outside for 6 months now, apart from doctor's appointments. I look like a drug addict, and I’m not. My family can’t stand to be around me because I cry all day every day. It may not seem such a major problem to you, but it makes me feel so disgusting on the inside because I know I should never have looked this way. Why am I being punished for the diabolical treatment I faced from my boss when I didn’t put a foot wrong? I’m now having financial difficulties because I can’t work even though I’ve worked my whole life. I had gotten into a good position before the bullying and was ready to buy my own home, but all my money is being drained from my account, and I worked so hard for it. I have overcome depression before when I was 31; my girlfriend of 8 years became pregnant, and it was the happiest day of my life. Unfortunately, a few months into the pregnancy, she had a miscarriage and lost our child. She then ran off with a stranger she just met and moved to NZ, leaving me heartbroken. I managed to eventually overcome this because inside I still felt good about myself; I still had confidence in who I was, but this latest incident has taken away the one thing I had that made me able to overcome things. I honestly do not feel like the same person, and I’m sorry to say I’ve reached the lowest point in my life and I’m looking for the right time to take my own life. I could never understand how people could do that, but I fully understand now. ###.