SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Dear Lord, Thank you first and foremost for giving me, Your Unconditional Love. Dear Lord, forgive me of my sins, for I am not perfect. Lord, you know that I was up until early this morning witnessing my Love to you and my trust in you, to Scott. He was going to go out to a bar, then at the last minute it got canceled, and I praised your name and told him, That was the Lord and the Lord, didn't want you to go. I began to witness, as you lead me to do. Lord, I did this for 3 hours. Lord, only you know what Scott has been through, heavy into heavy drugs, and drinking and in jail, before he came here to 'Sober Living" as he calls it, and back to You, Lord. Lord, he was/is telling that is all that is on his mind is drugs and drinking. He had posted a prayer last week or so, about these temptations, Lord. Lord, I responded to this post today. Yesterday early morning, I told Scott maybe it would help you, if you got involved with young men your own age 21, that has been through this, through a church, and not just go to please me or to make you feel better, but really get involved, to not just go to the service and then leave it there. He then told me the people at church are boring. I told him Loving the Lord, is not boring and Praising your Name Lord, was better than any drink or drug. Lord, he is out right now. Protect him, guide him, and show him you are there now with him. Lord, he still wants to numb his pain. Lord, show him he has to deal with this pain, and he can only do that through YOU!! Lord, it seems now that if it is not Jordan then it is Scott. I know you are with me Lord. Jordan just left to take girlfriend home and there was Satan/Death music being downloaded on this IPOD. I deleted it Lord. There was a concert Lord, where they spit pigs blood on you. They didn't go Dear Lord, and I thank you for that. But that is what he is hanging around with, people that do this. Lord, please Let me know what is really going on..Lord, Do I go spy, I can not let my son go down this road, Dear Lord. Lord, you know what is on my plate, all of this, and Austin and he is missing his dad that he hasn't seen in years, The very last time he did see him was in 2004, at Christmas and he remembers every single detail, Lord. He did get a package in 2006. That's it. He gets no phone calls, no birthday cards, no support,nothing. Same with Scott for the most part, as Scott is Austin oldest brother by another woman.(they have same dads)Austin has not even met his Dad's Family, Lord. Scott only met some of them once.Only Scott, is from his dad and he was done the same way, but Scott did know his dad a little more,especially when I came in to the picture and found about him. Most of it was not good, and I am sure that is some of his problems. Scott questions if his dad is his dad as his mom told one of his other brothers, (there are 4) that his father was someone, then after years, he wasn't and Scott's mom said well I guess it was someone else. Lord, I come to you tonight with a full plate. I trust and believe in you to guide me and to guide Scott and Jordan and to protect Austin. Lord, place the desire into Austin's dad heart to know this precious child, as there is no question Austin being his son. I only want the best for Scott and Jordan and Austin. I want to please you Lord. Guide me to do your will, Which I trust and believe in You, My Lord. In Jesus NAME I AM PRAYING AMEN
