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My name is debbie I need help and all the prays I have let devils in side me .Please pray that God will remove them. I hurt our Father very much and made Him cry. I hate them its my fault I did this to my self.I want God so much I want to be the kind of person he would be proud of. I let the flesh take over said things to God I made my Father cry. I sat here trying to fight off this evil. I believe others prays from his childern are for others. My heart is so longly . emphty. Im so lost don't know what to do. God never let me down i let Him down God takes care of His childern. I always felt like i was not at home here on this earth then i let the flesh take over. I prayed what does want me to do? I told I love God but the true is he loved me first. Then one day forgot how much he loved me and went after the ways of the world,I cry to God and am so sorry i did this to him. I feel God heart hurts so much when He looks down and see so much evil in the world. All God wanted is to love us. I hate my self and am mad at myself for what i done.He is the only one that knows us. The only one that can feel our emphty hearts. I think sometimes if God came down to talk to me He say what do you want from me i give you my Son and all the things i made is that not enoght. I don.t want to hurt him any more.I think about my Father as having this big hands holding up the stars the earth making all the things here somthing so amaseing something that took a lump of dirt and made a man and breath it to life. I want God to be happy and not cry anymore i am glad He want be alone and have so much love around Him.Jesus wanted us to known our Father love he told of this loving God. Jesus loved His Father so much and know sin was in Him and He loved us so much He gave his life for us. He was God that came to walk with us. I could not do what he did to love man so much, So pray for me that this evil devils well come out of me I don't like them, Stay close to God in the name of our Jesus don.t give in being in hell here on earth is so bad words can not explain it. May God bless you and kept you safe