mikefreeman
Beloved of All
1st of all remember the 1st commandment...we r to love God with all our hearts and souls and always put Him 1st in everything...all of us fail to do this at times when we get caught up in life...in the world....God allows satan to sift us at times....cause us problems in life here in the flesh .....because when we r doing just fine and everything is rosey in life we forget about God and get too worldly...only when we r in trouble and in need do we seem to turn to Him for help......i have been where u and ur family r and thank God it brought me even closer to Him...into a real relatioship with Jesus and oh how He has blessed me...i am living under the pay scale of the poverty level here in the U.S. and yet it seems i am living like a rich man...Jesus provides me with all my needs and much much more...i love Him so as i know He loves me so and i am so grateful to Him and always give Him all the glory for all the blessings He rains down upon me each and every day of my life..mostly in the past now but whenever....i get to feeling down and helpless i always remember to go and read the book of Job....how God allowed satan to really put him to the test...all that Job lost and suffered when at the time Job was a very rightous man and didnt deserve what satan did with him...i then compare my problems and sufferings to those that Job had to endure and i automatically considered myself blessed and realized i wasnt in near the bad shape that i thought i was and i thanked the Lord for that and He the Lord then commanded satan to leave me alone as He Jesus then began to shower me with blessings and every since then life has only gotten better each and every day...read the book of Job in the king James bible that should lift ur spirit then thank the Lord for not allowing satan to cause u the pain and loss he afflicted on Job and thank Jesus for ur health...for the roof over ur head...for the food and drink u r blessed with to consume each and every day....for the clothes on ur back...for every breath u take because ur next breath could be ur last...r u ready for that? do u know where u will spend eternity? dont even think about suicide unless u would rather b in hades with satan instead of in ur present state...i pray for ur faith and that Jesus will allow ur tormenting to end and will bring u under His wings and rain His blessings down upon u and ur loved ones ijna
