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hulamom
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I need prayer, I need help. I am so desperate. I believe in God and his power. But I am facing the hardest trial of my life and I am just giving up. It just seems easier right now. I am so weak. I am crying out to God, begging him to hear me. Can our prayers change God's mind. Please, I can't express how desperate I feel right now. I am being attacked and I can't find the strength to go on. I feel like I am losing my mind. I have been praying, reading and listening to worship songs, but things seem to be getting worse instead of better. I know my God is an awesome God, but nothing is changing. Is this what my life was supposed to be? So much heartache and pain? I just want it to stop, I want God to help me. Why is this happening to me? I've tried to have faith and do everything I am supposed to do. I need a glimmer of hope. I am so down, I am so tired I can't think straight. I am under attack, and I am so weak. I have asked so many people to pray for me, there is a struggle for my life, for my husband's life, for my family. I can't find the strength to go on. I can't pick myself up anymore. Please pray for me, I don't know what else to do. I know God is a God of miracles, why not for me? I don't know why my life has so much heartache, so much pain. I wish God would bring me happiness in my life after a lifetime of pain. Instead, I got the hardest trial I have ever faced and I am failing because I am so weak. I want my family back God! Restore my husband to me and my children.Please I beg you God, don't make us suffer anymore. I beg you, help me I am your child don't forget about me please. I am so desperate, I pray that someone will pray for me and help me...