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joanne
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I pray Dear Lord that I will be happy again, I put my life on hold for my daughter who was a drug addict and alcoholic and now that she is strong and in recovery she discarded me like an old dish rag. I thought that we were closer than ever but now I relize that she was using me just like I thought she would, I am very sad because we made alot of sacrifices for her recovery and now she is off drugs but back to being cold and secretive. I want my life back but I am terribly sad. I thought we would stay close, when she first came home she said that I was her best friend, now I know that was because she needed me, now she don't and I am just someone she shuts the door on. I don't want to feel this way. My marraige, my time with my parents and my health has suffered and I was the one who sacrificed it all because I love my daughter so much that I wanted so desperatly for a relationship. Please help me to be happy again. Our Heavenly Father I pray that Lauren stays clean and sober, that is most important. Praise Jesus, Amen
