Fagbrand
Disciple of Prayer
I have a complicated family situation right now. I am female single (### yrs old), from the Philippines, I'm the youngest among 3 siblings. I'm taking care of my mom who's ###, my older brother who's ### a stroke patient and his kids that he abandoned to us for a long time. The eldest kid has autism. For 1 and a half decade I became a mom to my nephews. Last year because of addiction and bad lifestyle my brother had a stroke, since Jan of this year he was put into our care. I felt trapped in this situation because I really wanted to plan and think of myself for the future but I can no longer work because I do most of the chores in this household. I have anxiety and feel overwhelmed all the time. When I was young, my older brother of mine sexually molested me so all trauma and pain have come back. I want to run away and leave this house but my mom can live without assistance; she has osteoarthritis and her mobility is unstable. I really wanted to start anew, live my own life without people here in the community frowning upon me. Please pray for provision for our needs because I can't work. Pray for my brother; I don't know what he wants right now. There's no motivation for him to live. Pray for my nephews ### and ### to have good communication with their real mother to make a decision and take over their life for the good health of my mom for my mental health, direction, favor from God, his supernatural powers to take over our situation. That God will send person/people to help me, be with me in this time of hardship, someone I can talk to and pray with me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.