Salazayn
Disciple of Prayer
Praise the Lord sir, my name is ###. I was ### yrs old, I was married to my school friend named "###" at my age ###, for his love sake I left my family. I suffered financially, mentally & physically, but I never left him. My husband just wanted money. Due to hyper stress when I was hospitalized because of skin disease psoriasis & discharged, he left me by saying to my parents "I can't look after your daughter". I need money or else I need divorce & he had other girls affairs. My parents did not accept giving money, so me & my husband were separated nearly ### yrs back. One year back when I was near my parents, my other school friend named "###" proposed me saying that he loves me. I told him my past, although he accepted me. He told me his past stories. I thought everything was true & I believed him. I felt happy that I got a person who accepted me for what I am. He used me completely for money & sexually. Later I knew few facts about him that he is already having a sexual relation with a past married girl while he is in relation with me. I suffered, cried, he did not accept his fault. He said I don't have any affairs. Again I believed him. I had been his back when he wanted money all the time. After ### yr relation, after he got a job, when I asked about marriage, he left me by saying I don't deserve you, I have my problems, you can't be happy with me. I told him I will stay for you, after you solve all the problems, then we will think about marriage, but he did not accept. I begged, "ok at least you speak with me lovably lifelong, I will not marry any other person", he did not accept. He is enjoying his life, though I expressed my feelings, he never cared. He just used & left. But I loved him truly. I want ### come back to me. He must have true love towards me in his heart. He must speak lovably to me lifelong. Please keep in prayer sir, he must come back to me. His name is ###.
