I went to a spa for a spa day with my mom and sister and while I was busy eating my main meal I relaxed sooo much that I forgot I was put under soo much stress and pressure to be a MC at the Christmas concert this year that when I was busy enjoying my meal and relaxing I had symptoms of hearing voices in my head and I had months on end that I didn't have any and I remembered things I've seen and read from a Christian psychiatrist and I made myself believe that whatever I see or hear it's not really there but somehow my folder in my brain that stored that information was gone because I was thinking about what she said on YouTube and what I read from her book and it was gone so I tried a new method after I asked for a calming tablet when I told my sister I wasn't feeling well and my eyes brimmed with tears because I couldn't discern from voices in my head or other topics the people were talking about and then I remembered I watched a sermon on YouTube from my favorite pastor ### that God's got the hard part done and the song take it all back from ###, ###, ###, after I was negative because I tried to remember that the voices in my head it's not true so I put what I listened to yesterday and put it on repeat in my mind it started getting better and it stopped completely and soo quickly so praise Jesus

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.