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dawnsman
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I took a big step today. I felt Christ called me to be baptized today! It felt so right. That is the only way I can describe the feeling. I felt like I took a step that pleased the Lord. As I look back on the last couple of years, I see where He has called me to be the spritual leader for my wife and I failed to respond to that calling. I guess I was not ready or did not know how. However, I am getting this overwhelming feeling that maybe, just maybe, He allowed the separation of my wife and I to happen so that I could get right with Him and then just maybe, if it is His will, I will be able to go back to my wife and lead her to Him. I know she wants to believe and tries at times but I know without a shadow of a doubt - or at least 99% sure since I am human - that I can have a great impact on leading her back to Him. She has always wanted me to lead her I just never stepped up to the plate to do it. Please pray that this is His plan and that I will get another shot at being back with my wife and leading her back to Him. I know in the deepest parts of my heart, if it is His will, that I do get back with her, that I can and will do EVERYTHING possible with His power and guidance to bring her back to Him. Thank you all for your prayers and may God bless you.
