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Humble Prayer Warrior
Oh God,
This morning, just now, I got a phone call from my "mother," the woman who has worked all her life to destroy me, even since I was a helpless child.
When I saw her number, on my phone, this lonely New Years morning, I knew to ignore it.
But the demon left a cruel message, wishing me a "Happy New Years," all disguised in her cruel messages of her only talking about herself, rubbing in my face my recent adversities, burdens, pains, and making them all worse, as she always does.
All she did was talk about her own selfish feelings and herself and herself and herself.
Not once did she ever ask about me or my burdens or anything else.
Then she even had the audacity to mention that "at least now we can phone each other 'normally' and not through jail phones, like we used to when you were in jail. And who knows, your enemies might just have you back in jail and prison again. But oh well, happy New Year, even though you didn't answer the phone on your great mother who has done so much for you."
(meaning, really, the evil "mother," who has done so much TO and AGAINST me).
YES, God, she actually said all those things.
She even practices witchcraft, but lies and claims that she's such a "good Jewish woman."
SHE IS THE EVIL , YET SHE HAS A DEDICATED BOYFRIEND WHO DOES ALL HER BIDDING, and shuns me, WHILE I HAVE NOTHING AND NO ONE.
You want us to forgive--but how, when these demons are constantly at our throats?
PLEASE BANISH AND DESTROY MY ENEMIES--I HAVE SO MANY.
THEY RUN IN PACKS, LIKE THE COWARDS THEY ARE.
I AM SO ENRAGED AND SICKENED.
PLEASE, GOD, GRANT ME YOUR MIRACLES!!
PLEASE, GOD!!
I AM SO OVERWHELMED AND IN FEAR AND PAIN!!
I must remain courageous and strong.
Yes, I know.
Yet I am in pain!!
Please!!!!
This morning, just now, I got a phone call from my "mother," the woman who has worked all her life to destroy me, even since I was a helpless child.
When I saw her number, on my phone, this lonely New Years morning, I knew to ignore it.
But the demon left a cruel message, wishing me a "Happy New Years," all disguised in her cruel messages of her only talking about herself, rubbing in my face my recent adversities, burdens, pains, and making them all worse, as she always does.
All she did was talk about her own selfish feelings and herself and herself and herself.
Not once did she ever ask about me or my burdens or anything else.
Then she even had the audacity to mention that "at least now we can phone each other 'normally' and not through jail phones, like we used to when you were in jail. And who knows, your enemies might just have you back in jail and prison again. But oh well, happy New Year, even though you didn't answer the phone on your great mother who has done so much for you."
(meaning, really, the evil "mother," who has done so much TO and AGAINST me).
YES, God, she actually said all those things.
She even practices witchcraft, but lies and claims that she's such a "good Jewish woman."
SHE IS THE EVIL , YET SHE HAS A DEDICATED BOYFRIEND WHO DOES ALL HER BIDDING, and shuns me, WHILE I HAVE NOTHING AND NO ONE.
You want us to forgive--but how, when these demons are constantly at our throats?
PLEASE BANISH AND DESTROY MY ENEMIES--I HAVE SO MANY.
THEY RUN IN PACKS, LIKE THE COWARDS THEY ARE.
I AM SO ENRAGED AND SICKENED.
PLEASE, GOD, GRANT ME YOUR MIRACLES!!
PLEASE, GOD!!
I AM SO OVERWHELMED AND IN FEAR AND PAIN!!
I must remain courageous and strong.
Yes, I know.
Yet I am in pain!!
Please!!!!