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Please turn him into a better father. Show him fathers that are good so that he can see how it is supposed to be done. Teach him that he can't go back and forth into our world without hurting me and our child. Place a burden on his heart that will soften it and open his eyes to our plight. Let him see fully all of the pain and destruction that he has caused us all of these years. I don't want him to be condemned, but I want him to realize he was wrong and repent. I want him to become the father and man that God created him to be, but I am afraid that he doesn't know how. I am afraid that he will always be addicted and playing games and never be able to show true love. We need a stable family. One that doesn't run away from problems. One that does not punish each other. I want him to go to church with us and learn to love himself and the Lord. I am not sure if he is saved or not. He's been pathologically lying and scheming and addicted for so long, I don't know how he will ever be able to change. I know only God will be able to deliver him. I cast out every demon in his body and life in Jesus' name. I loose every stronghold that is over his life and bind angels of the Lord to him that will deflect Satan's fiery arrows and protect him from the harm he puts himself in. Bring peace in our lives and our home. Don't let me dwell on this and worry myself pointlessly. I have too much to do and focus on to let this hold me back any longer. Help us move forward, God. Push us forward supernaturally, whether that means we are together or apart. Just don't let us stay the same. Change me. Make me a better person and mother. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
