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Melissa
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I am a hard working single mother of a 17 year old high school senior. My 40th birthday is next week and I feel so helpless and alone. My grandmother who raised me as a little girl is recently bedridden, I visit every weekend, she is the most precious jewel in my life besides my daughter. I feel so sad knowing that she will soon be gone and so will my daughter. With the end of winter will come her 18th birthday and I know her father is looking forward to that day, I know the help that barely trickles in will stop. My baby is bright and wants to go away to attend college, she's talked about it ever since she was little and I know I won't be able to afford it. I am barely getting by. I worry about money. I'm a good mother, I live for my daughter and set a good example. Even though I feel she sometimes takes advantage and has no respect, I just hope and pray its a phase. But I love her dearly. I'm vivacious and attractive but I don't date or have many friends. I can't afford to go out. Online dating is also expensive and time consuming. I wish I could be happy and I am ready for a new chapter in life with a true gentleman who is generous, patient and kind and will love me and my daughter both. It's been so long. I've done my duty and raised a beautiful girl. I pray someone wonderful will come into my life and help me get out of this bad spot I've been in for much too long. Please Lord help me. Please pray for me. Thank you and God Bless.
