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luvleefox01
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Hi All. It's been a while since i've been here. I've been praying on my own still, but some matters require support and strength from others. I have countlessly prayed for a good man to come my way. Well, he came in the form of someone restored. The Lord saw fit to reform and restore this man so that he could become what i wanted and needed in my life for the positive. Well needless to say, the Devil always tries to find ways to incercept our happiness. He has been working on me big time. I have been so insecure in my relationship that i am basically pushing this man away. I try to keep in under control but it's been eating at me big time. I know that the Devil usually preys on our weaknesses and that's how he prevails. i have severe self image issues due to the way i grew up. And although my beauty is confirmed and validated daily from people around me, i still can't seem to see it. For this reason, i tend to think that he will leave me for the first attractive woman he sees. I cannot let these insecurities keep me from being happy with someone. So please pray that i can overcome these issues and understand that the Lord did not make everyone the same, but he made all of us special. I love the Lord. and i thank him every day for be being the person that i am inside. I just pray that he will open my eyes and see that i am just and beautiful on the outside.
