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Please pray for me and my boyfriend Jason. I am grateful that God answered our prayers for Jason to find recovery. He has been clean for more than a month now. Jason is shutting me out of his life now. He feels that I should not be part of his recovery in anyway. He gets angry even if I ask him how he is feeling. This hurts me really bad. I feel so much pain and sadness and I need God to please help me through this pain. I hope I am right in believing that it was God's will for me to stay with him as he went through these relaspes. I just don't understand how God's will can hurt so much now. I am praying for God's peace and I am not feeling it. Jason even has started hanging out with other girls in recovery. I feel so sad and hurt. I need to be relieved of this pain I can't handle it anymore. I have been crying out to God for days to please help me and to relieve me. I can not take anymore. I dont feel the relief. I feel alone and sad. I feel that God has abandoned me too. I dont feel God near, or hear Him. Please pray that I will accept God's will. That I will feel God near me and find joy in this pain. If it is God's will for Jason and I to stay together Please pray Jason will truly see that and stop trying to fight God's will. Thank you so much for these needed prayers. I feel lost and alone. I need help.
