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Humble Servant of All
For me and my son, I'm not sure about my husband. He only has the strength to do things if his mother agrees, and she's so negative, telling him stories about divorces. I feel so depressed. God, I don't want my husband to be like this. I prayed before for him, but today I'm just unhappy. I'm not happy with my life, and what's the point? I don't move on. I don't want to suffer anymore. I'm tired, Lord, and I'm getting old. I'm poor; I pray still I'm poor, so I only want a life like so many others with a house, car, money, but everything I'm unable to do because of money. Uau, I know I'll die, and I'm not going to take anything with me, but how can people say there is a poverty spirit that is in your life and doesn't let you? I don't believe that. In my country, most people are struggling to live a normal life. I've been poor all my life, my brothers the same, so where is this poverty spirit to cast out? Without God's seed, you can't do anything. It's easy when you have a place to work, a place to make money. Jesus has been born and lived humbly, but today you need money for everything. If there exists a poverty spirit, it would be cast out from my life a long time ago because Jesus is my Lord. The country's governors and thieves, the crisis, the people who take advantage of humble people like me, who humiliate our poverty—aren't they the ones who need to be cast out? I'm tired, tired of my life.
