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Matthias
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Shalom my name is Matthias And I need prayers and much guidance from the Most High, I ask because there is power in numbers and I'm growing very weak in my situation. I have a wife her name is April she is Mentally disable and she doesn’t know weather she’s coming or going. We do not live together because of this and she gets me into trouble with the laws and kicks me out the home She hasn’t committed adultery or anything so there is no divorcing her. I'm so tired of being in and out of homeless shelters I just want to do Yahs work. I've been fighting hard trying to be there for her but the demonic spirits want let me be at peace with her. I went through spiritual warfare trying to bind and cast out the abominations and it helped some, but the spirits in her are strong. I called on Yahushua ha messiah and Yahweh but I guess I'm lacking in something. The spirits told me that Yah can't have her and that she belongs to them. I'm really fighting for this soul because she has been hurt and abused badly from the world. I try to go on with my life but its something in me that wants to see victory in this situation. But its beating me up because I’m losing jobs because of her this hurts my spirit and I wonder did I do the right thing marring this women. Yah knows my heart I'm growing very tired and can't hold on much longer I cry out and ask Yah to help me†I ask him don’t you want me to have peace and unify with my wife. she always accusing me of cheating but I'm a very faithful man I would not do such a thing I told her I'm here to protect her but she listens to all her family and friends that don’t like me because I have this faith and believe strongly. I have very little time at the shelter I'm staying at, and I keep trying hard to please him with my all I gave up everything to please my Abba. I'm coming to a point that I cant care anymore because my well being is being put at steak and the times are short it seems the enemy is trying to stop me because I have a strong calling on my life. Please in the name of Yahushua be in intercession with me because I'm by myself I have no fellowship no one to talk to but Yah. I’m living in Rogers Arkansas where there is nothing but Christianity and Sunday worship. I don’t know what to do but I know I can do nothing without Yahweh so I ask please help I cant take anymore I’m about ready to give up. My E-mail is www.yahmyel@yahoo.com
