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saltlife71
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Dear God, I have had a very rough and troubling last few months, Lord, not one thing in particular in my life, more like just not knowing what to do with anything in my life, Lord. I just turned ### and I'm just a very confused person, Lord. I feel like a robot and I want to feel like a person again. I have come closer to you in these past few months more than ever in my life and I'm positive that's why I am going through all this so that I could become closer to you. Lord, I'm ready for the tribulation to be over and I'm ready to be a TESTIMONY. Lord, I want to live the right way "your way." Lord, I need you spiritually to bring me all the knowledge you want me to know, mentally to please clear my mind and give me peace and let me know what to do with all these things I'm confused about, mainly my marriage than I'm not happy in, and physically to heal my body, Lord, help me to release all this fear and stress I have that's taking a toll on my health. Lord, and financially, all I ask Lord is for a job to make enough to take care of my family and to help others, Lord, and I don't even know where to start looking. I have always been dependent on the men in my life and I would love to be independent, Lord, and to be prosperous in life. I also have very low self-esteem and I'm scared to get a job. I'm not asking in any way for this because I'm selfish, I just want to give my family stability and have peace of mind myself and own a home that we have never had and some stability in our lives. I'm not showing my daughters independence and stability and I want them not to settle, Lord. Dear Lord, please bless my entry into the sweepstakes I entered, Lord, for the home and car and $500,000. The drawing is very soon and I've been entering every day. Please Lord, allow us to win it and to be able to help others with it. I will give it to my mom and brother, Lord, who live in a home that's not livable, and I will purchase one for my family and I will help the poor, I promise. I love you so much, Lord, and I hope it's ok to ask for this win, but I truly in my heart know we will be able to help others if I can win it and I'm not asking for selfish reasons. Please Lord, hear my prayer. Lord, and if someone else truly stands in Faith with me, Lord, please allow this. I stand, Lord, on your word "That if two on earth shall agree in faith it shall be done," and I truly stand in faith because I know how wonderful you are. I love you so much and thank you so much for the things I do have in Jesus' name. I pray AMEN.
