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lauren108
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Please pray that God will bring me and my ex back together. I can't stop thinking of him. I love him so much. I don't want him with that other girl. I pray to God every night about this. He knows what I'm going through. It's awful. It's like a death. It's like my ex died. I'm begging for him back. I told God that I can't move on. I can't stop thinking about him. It's really love this time. I truly do love him. Please pray that God works in his head and sends my ex a message and that he starts thinking about me and how much fun we had together. I have faith in the Lord. I trust him. I believe in my heart that he is the one for me. I see myself with this guy. He and I were serious about a future together. This guy was a sweetheart and he never hurt me ever. I broke up with him for a dumb reason. I realize what I have done and how wrong it was. My ex was heartbroken for days. Then this girl that he knew made him feel better. He sent a text to me that said even though I'm dating, I still miss you sometimes. I know deep down he still loves me. He said that he had to force himself to stop loving me so he doesn't hurt anymore. That's impossible to do. This new girl. I found out some stuff about her and I told God. I said to God she isn't meant for him. She is a fake person and she's a psycho. I found this out from a friend of mine who dated this girl and broke up with her in a text message. He told me he broke up with her for a bunch of different reasons. She's a control freak, that's one of them, and that she says that she wants to kill people. She was very mean to me. I told God that me and him belong together, not this girl who threatened to kill me two times and almost came after me. I pray that God shows my ex what this girl is really like. I pray that my ex realizes that he made a mistake dating fast like this. I know it's a rebound relationship. I told God I want a second chance with him and that I won't hurt him again. I promised God that. I wake up every day feeling awful. It's very hard. I'm hurting. It's hard to take my mind off him. I feel like a loser because of what I've done to him. We had so much fun together. He always told me how much he loved me and how he would never leave me. I don't understand what's wrong with me for breaking up with him in FB and not feeling guilty about it. I believe that God is punishing me. I have never felt so much pain in my life. I ask God to take it all away. I would like God to answer this prayer. I'm dying inside. I'm torn to pieces. They say that if he really loved you, he would be back with you and he would break up with this girl. I pray that God shows him the real girl that he's with now and shows him what she really is like. My ex thinks she's the nicest girl ever and he loves her. One of my friends says you can't love that fast and that he doesn't love her. I'm praying and praying hard that he will text me soon and cry for me back. Please send this to everyone you know. God needs to hear many voices right now. I need help bad and I need God right now.
