timeless45
Humble Prayer Warrior
Please pray that I'll get over my bitterness. I feel let down and betrayed by God, because I had gotten my hopes up that I'll have a good job, be healed from my Very excruciatingly painful sickness so I can actually perform Every assigned duty for the job (due to my illness, I try not to eat anything for a few days when I know it's approaching, this makes me a lot weaker and sometimes dizzier), not be alone, not constantly be teased or forced to listen to how my friend's life is perfect and how mine sucks, to not feel like I completely wasted these past 7 months doing ABSOLUTELY nothing. I just don't want to waste any more days or months, seconds, nano-seconds...etc. Also, please pray that my mom will get over her's for she doesn't like her job and hates living with, speaking, and being around me...before you thoughtlessly judge, I don't Ever talk to her (cause she doesn't want me to), but still try to be kind to her...since I was a child she said that it was a mistake bringing me with her. She wanted to bring me back, but my dad didn't want me...only his other 4 children. I know I'm very bitter and unhappy...but when I pray or read the bible I sometimes feel myself getting even more bitter and angry toward God. Sigh...if you can't tell, I'm already unhappy, so please no rude or self absorbed comments!
