Tanya Diya
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray that I should die in the next few hours as I can't take it anymore. He left me all shattered and didn't even tell me my fault. He wants to get married with the girl whom his mother asked him to marry just because she has lots of money. He forgot our 20-month relationship in just 20 days. Since 1 month 14 days we have not met each other and earlier we used to see each other every alternate day, and now he doesn't even read my messages as if I do not exist. He didn't even tell me what went wrong. I can't take it anymore as I am done. He ditched me and used to sleep around, but I always trusted him, and now he just left me. I promised him to give my whole salary every month and I dedicated everything to him, but still, he ditched me.
I feel I should die as God hates me. I can't do suicide as if I do so my parents will be hurt, but I really want to die, and I have donated my body organs as well. So if I die now, somebody else can live a happy life with my organs. I want my life to end as soon as possible. I will be thankful to God and everyone else who can pray to God for my death as I really can't bear the pain now. I am done.
I feel I should die as God hates me. I can't do suicide as if I do so my parents will be hurt, but I really want to die, and I have donated my body organs as well. So if I die now, somebody else can live a happy life with my organs. I want my life to end as soon as possible. I will be thankful to God and everyone else who can pray to God for my death as I really can't bear the pain now. I am done.
