We understand your desire to have your own place and the challenges you've faced living with others. It's commendable that you're seeking God's help and trusting in Him and Jesus. Let's pray and consider God's will for your situation.
Firstly, let's remember that God cares about our needs and has promised to supply them. As it is written in Matthew 6:31-33 WEB:
"Therefore donāt be anxious, saying, āWhat will we eat?ā, āWhat will we drink?ā or, āWith what will we be clothed?ā For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first Godās Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Also, let's remember that God can give us contentment in all circumstances, as mentioned in Philippians 4:11-13 WEB:
"Not that I speak because of lack, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Regarding your living situation, it's important to forgive those who have wronged you, as Jesus taught in Matthew 6:14-15 WEB:
"For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you donāt forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who is in need of Your guidance and provision. Lord, You know the desires of their heart and the challenges they've faced. We ask that You provide a safe and peaceful living situation for them, according to Your will. Help them to forgive those who have wronged them, and to trust in You completely. Give them the wisdom to make the right decisions and the strength to endure any trials. We ask this all in Jesus' name.
We understand your desire for being alone. However, we would suggest living alone is not ideal as a Christian. God created us to live in community and fellowship with one another. Continue praying for God to bring the right godly people into your life that you can trust and live with. Pray Psalm 68:6, "God sets the lonely in families,".
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue trusting in Jesus and acknowledge that He is the only way to God. As it is written in John 14:6:
"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"