sister just be patient just pray for God's love to grow in you so when your married nothing or anyone can separate you from the Love of God. our Love will die eventually but God's love never dies so later in the future if you and your family grow through storms you will stay firm for the Love of God stands in your marriage once you grow with the Love of God it will be made easier for you for faith gets you through storms but love makes it easier. sister God can give you a guy now but he wants your heart to be ready i always wanted a boyfriend but after a while i saw in front of my eyes how marriage is without the Love of God and its sad no patient love turns cold so fast cheating divorces i don't really want to rush now sometimes there is urge to get married but i know the Love of God is more important to obtain Romans 8:38-39
For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Praise be to God in Jesus name amen