nurseangalao89
Prayer Partner
Please PRAY OVER ME... I always encounter problems... every day I always cry and feel hopeless because of too much problem and pressure I am encountering. I am here in another country now. Since I came here, I miss so much my family and loved ones. But then day by day, they all left me behind. I am with my auntie when I came here, but when I found work, I was separated from her because my work is in another province. And then the hardest for me, my boyfriend cheated on me. I begged him so much; he knows I love him so much more than myself. I begged him not to leave me, but then he chose to break my heart. I feel so much pain; I feel emptiness that I can't handle and no purpose to live. I am having low self-esteem and now isolating myself in my room after my work. I want to go home, but I don't have money earned. I have to pay also the money I used to go here abroad. My work also affects me; they don't give me consideration even if I don't feel well. They always keep their eyes on me, and they are always angry with me even if I do my work well. They are giving me too much work even if it's not part of my job. And if I don't obey them, they get angry. I feel I don't have any rights here. But I don't have any choice. Please pray for me; I don't have a friend to comfort me; I feel alone. I am not happy anymore. Especially that the man I loved left me behind. All of this =( (Lord, please touch his heart. Please let him realize that he loves me and he'll only be happy with me.)... I know it's a long-distance relationship. But why did he need to do this to me? Almost one month we haven't had any communication. I feel so much pain. Why is this happening to me? Now this coming August, I am going to take the HAAD exam for practical nurse. I don't know if I can make it because of too much pressure I am handling. Please pray for me, that God give me strength and help me in all my problems, that He remove all my hurts and pains inside and never let it happen again... I beg you all. Thank you...
