Anonymous
Beloved of All
have an autoimmune disease which causes a great amount of pain due to arthritis and muscle and joint pains, chills etc.I have one son, 12 years old. I am overcome by guilt because it is only a few days until Christmas. My normally clean holuse is a mess. I haven't finished buying prersent and don't even have the money to do it. I am behind on the laundry and there are no clean clothes...a fact which my son pointed out this morning. My pain level has been so bad last night and today that I am just laying in bed watching as it gets later and later and trying not to cry. There is so much I need to get done and can't. I am supposed to have my son's friends over tonite to do gingerbread houses, and con't even know if I can get the house clean.
I want and need to do better, and I can't. Unless the Lord gives me grace, this holiday will be a disaster. Please ask the Lord to be with me and stay with me.
I want and need to do better, and I can't. Unless the Lord gives me grace, this holiday will be a disaster. Please ask the Lord to be with me and stay with me.
