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Please pray for us. We are financially down right now. My husband will declare bankruptcy becaus ehis salary is not enough to cover child support, student loan and credit card sbills. I am his 2nd wife and I am going to have our 1st baby this middle of october. I use to feel excited but now it is gone. We financially collapsing Foreclosure house, negatvie income once the baby comes out and my husband is about to have a nervous breakdown. H edoes not want to pray anymore and doe snot believe in God He blames him for everything that is happening..He has depression and I am worried and afraid this will escalate and lead him to melt down. I am a teacher and with so much going on right now at school, I cannot even cope with all the problems that kept coming my way...such as where to get expenses for the baby when he or she comes out, negative income, my husband's depression and possible meltdown, having no family here when I give birth except my husband whom I feel is not stable right now...everything is goind down the hill I am a prayerful person but right now I do not feel anymore if God listens or love us. I feel sorry for my husband..All his life he never felt love from his own family, he never felt financial blessing or help and he is always broke. He is not a high spender but everything is bad luck for him .WHen will God ever give him somethign to be happy of or somethign to look up to life...He does not have the zest in life anymore...And our situation right now added up to it.I neve rwish to be rich ..All i ask is to have a debt free and simple life...but even that..God cannot give us..I am about to lose hope in God also I do not want to feel this way because I am a prayerful person and it is not good for me being pregnant but i cannot help it. I am afraid I will have post partum depression and my husaband too..I do not know what to do....I cnanot find an extra job because being a teacher take smuch of your time also. If I get an extra job.. the money I will earn will only go to the baby sitter..What Am I going to do...I am so depress right now..so sad..so negative and hopeless..I hope God will really listen to us and help us through your prayers..Thank you..