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jasperj
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I can't afford to lose my job, but it is killing me. I just got out of bed; as soon as I wake up, my heart is racing, thinking about the day ahead. I'm actually scared to go to work. It's not a dangerous job; it's just too much for me, too much pressure, too much stress. I shouldn't have to be afraid to go to work, I don't think. I talked to my boss yesterday, and she seems to think I'm doing great; she doesn't know the fear I face every day. I had an interview for a new job on Monday, please pray for me that I get the new job and it is not as stressful as the job I have now. I keep wondering if it is all worthwhile or if I should just kill myself to end the pain.
