Joa
Prayer Warrior
Can you help me.
Can you get nosy busy bodies out of my life. I don't know what I want. It is all this stuff I DON'T want.
How do you pray for something you don't want. Do you know what I mean? An opposite of prayer.
All these people and behaviour I don't want around me. Don't deserve and some have said and everyone should know.
I don't protection. I want safety maybe. privacy. respect and privacy. no patrozing.
no evil i guess or crime
you know it is funny. sometimes i pray for things and he answers them! This has happened before. without knowing it.
years ago, I met someone, a man, years ago and how to explain this. Up to that point. And it's not like he's God, but you know that saying, but nearly everything that before that I thought was God, HE was doing. And there was still a God. He's an amazing person. And it is a bit of a story and years later. This is kind of happening again. but it is not good. He is blaming himself for things across town and he is so innocent and wonderful and no support when others do that. You know what I mean.
I'm really screwed up right now because of a relationship and him misinterpreting and others getting in our way. Or barriers. And location. Lack of it for me.
I want people to forever again respect our relationship. They're not and we're both hurting and need each other. I don't know what to do.
I need support while he is away. I need him
There are all these other people around and I hate it so much. I am claustrophobic and sensitive and terrified.
He is kind of (he thought I ditched him but I almost died.) and then I said something stupid but also which trivialized.
And I got no one to talk to and am very much in love.
And he is too! but we're apart. and it's frustrating. terrible.
Can you help lift the pain out of our lives. or everybody's life so it will happen.
I'm very scared. Can you hope the magic reappears in our life.
And he finds me and these other people leave.
Thank you.
That we get married like he and I were going to.
Thank you.
Can you get nosy busy bodies out of my life. I don't know what I want. It is all this stuff I DON'T want.
How do you pray for something you don't want. Do you know what I mean? An opposite of prayer.
All these people and behaviour I don't want around me. Don't deserve and some have said and everyone should know.
I don't protection. I want safety maybe. privacy. respect and privacy. no patrozing.
no evil i guess or crime
you know it is funny. sometimes i pray for things and he answers them! This has happened before. without knowing it.
years ago, I met someone, a man, years ago and how to explain this. Up to that point. And it's not like he's God, but you know that saying, but nearly everything that before that I thought was God, HE was doing. And there was still a God. He's an amazing person. And it is a bit of a story and years later. This is kind of happening again. but it is not good. He is blaming himself for things across town and he is so innocent and wonderful and no support when others do that. You know what I mean.
I'm really screwed up right now because of a relationship and him misinterpreting and others getting in our way. Or barriers. And location. Lack of it for me.
I want people to forever again respect our relationship. They're not and we're both hurting and need each other. I don't know what to do.
I need support while he is away. I need him
There are all these other people around and I hate it so much. I am claustrophobic and sensitive and terrified.
He is kind of (he thought I ditched him but I almost died.) and then I said something stupid but also which trivialized.
And I got no one to talk to and am very much in love.
And he is too! but we're apart. and it's frustrating. terrible.
Can you help lift the pain out of our lives. or everybody's life so it will happen.
I'm very scared. Can you hope the magic reappears in our life.
And he finds me and these other people leave.
Thank you.
That we get married like he and I were going to.
Thank you.
