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ninasmith65
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My friend Ricky is an alcoholic and is also addicted to smoking and he has sexual addictions. The alcohol and smoking is literally stealing his finances. I love this man and spent over two years in a relationship with him, in which he cheated on me over and over again because of his desire to have several different women. The relationship has ended and so has the friendship. I have loaned him thousands of dollars that he never paid back and paid his bills for him so many times I lost count, I ended up having to file bankruptcy, losing my house and lost my boat and am now having to live with my parents. I love him very much and just want God to touch his life and heart. He is not a bad person and I know with God in his life and heart he would be such a wonderful man, I've seen that in him. He knows God is there and cares about him, but he has never experienced a personal relationship with his Creator. My heart grieves for Ricky because although he has these addictions he is also very special to me. He also just lost his Dad in February.
